OPP (Other People's Posts)

So, I just read Anne's xanga. She was talking about what she wanted out of the perfect man, and as I read the list I realized that everything I want I find in Mariah, that's a damn comforting feeling. I hope she's doing alright. I love her, and I'm sure she is doing just fine. I just think she's the perfect gal for me. That's all. I just wanted everyone to know how delightful I find her

A-mazing. Capital T amazing.

http://homepage.mac.com/serips/Compton.mp3

PC? Fuck that.

Those of you who know me know that I do not love political correctness, yeah I basically hate it.

Now my beloved kid pix has betrayed me... what used to be the coolest ever is now the gayest... ever!

Observe!

http://homepage.mac.com/serips/pcmyass.pdf

(Sorry for some reason it won't let me post links...)

P.C.

Those of you who know me know that I do not love political correctness, yeah I basically hate it.

Now my beloved kid pix has betrayed me... what used to be the coolest ever is now the gayest... ever!

Observe!

A quote I found...

Eventually all of the pieces will fall into place. Until then, laugh at the confusion, live for the moment, and know that everything happens for a reason.

Talks with my mother...

Wow, I talked to my mom about Mariah today. Probably the first full conversation about her. It was so relieving. She told me that I needed to take the high road and although it may hurt not to see Mariah, it would be selfish of me to make her suffer. I agreed completely. Mom wasn't the coolest ever about this, but she was pretty cool. I really love Mariah, and I can't jeopardize anything. My mom was really funny though, she goes "well if you are in a big group, how will her grandma ever know?" I am glad that she supports us, even if it makes her feel slightly uncomfortable.

When will my reflection show....

So, I reread a few entries ago. Wow, I really should think things out more. That entry sounded so pussy and whiny. That's really unfair of me, y'know? How can I be so high and mighty? Mariah is in a tough situation, and I need to support her. What a hard thing for her to do. I don't think she's the spoiler of fun, I think she's doing what's right for her. Sometimes doing the right thing is the hardest thing to do. It is a tough thing to do, but she is absolutely right... in eight weeks it will be just us. I am willing to wait eight weeks. She is absolutely worth the wait. Absolutely.

On another note, I talked to Hannah for like two hours online. She's a really cool girl. Not that I didn't think she was before, but it's nice knowing that we get along. We see eye to eye on a lot of things. I really wish I could go visit her, I'm sure it would be a blast. I am so glad that she has Sean. She really deserves someone as wonderful as he is.

I also talked to J.O.R. last night. I can see why Mariah likes him. He's pretty funny. We discussed how a lot of Americans are apathetic to life. We also discussed why he hated me... I never really hated him, just jealousy. It's really interesting to think about it all. I have to run to work, but in my next post I'll write more about that conversation.

Eye of Horace

So, my eye and sinuses are officially retarded. But, at least I don't have eye cancer. I was so scared that something was deadly wrong with my, but it turns out that I just have some weird sinus problem. I started crying before we went to the doctor today. Yeah...

So once again Mariah and I are on a break-y thing. I was really upset the first night, I'm not going to lie about that one... however, I decided to think about it. So, I kinda just let everything marinate. Mariah is quite right, I can not allow her to risk her education for me. It sucks, but it's what she needs to do. I refuse to let myself be a bitch about this. I won't let myself, because that's not right. I love her and she needs to be smart. It's not smart to get caught with me, so I'm going to let her have space. Although, I wanted to make her lunch today and leave it for her at work. I think she could really use a nice lunch, but I don't want to risk anything.

I think that this will be good for us.

You know? I have to remain postive.

Posi posi.

Sometimes the best path is not the easiest one.

Full Metal Jacket

I'm also thinking of enlisting.

Radio Silence

So, Mariah has decided that once again we need to not be together. What's new, right? I can understand, she needs to think about herself. But, it still sucks. I don't know what to do. She dumped me through e-mail. It sucks to be dumped in an e-mail. Don't ever do it to someone unless you absolutely have to because it's the worse feeling ever. So, Mariah says that we can't have any contact whatsoever. She's also quit writing in her livejournal. So, I won't know anything that is happening in her life. Great. Just fucking great.

Dirty Laundry

"Does everyone have dirty clothes?"
"...what do you mean?"
"Well every lugage company seems to mention dirty clothes."
"When people go on a trip they take clean clothes... and they wear them, when they come home they wash them."
"They don't just throw them away?"
"What?!?!?"
"Is that just me?"
"You don't throw away your clothes..."
"I don't?"
"No, mom washes them."
"Oh."


The office rocks

I'll have what she's having...

"When women genuinely achieved an orgasm, areas of the brain involved in fear and emotion were deactivated. Those areas stayed alert however when women were faking it."



Interesting... the concept of researching this is a cool idea, but lets be honest here. We have some pretty fucked up diseases out there that we could be researching... or we could see if your brain reacts the same way when you're faking it...hm. Angola's disease or whether or not your wife's brain acts differently when she fakes it.

Faking orgasms is a weird concept. The idea of course is basically that you want the sex to be over so you fake it. If you're with someone you really trust though shouldn't you just be able to say, I can't get off tonight. I don't think it is an uncommon issue, but I don't think faking orgasms is the solution.

"Oh what a tangled web we weave, When first we practice to deceive." - Sir Walter Scott

Dead English writers tend to be right, I personally think Scott is dead on with this one. The second we start deceiving someone it can only lead to no good. So, ladies and gentlemen of the jury... remember that once you start faking it you won't be able to stop... and then you'll be addicted to heroin.